Birth Mark - Cupcakke
Couldn't get no sleep last night (not at all)
Throwing up like I'm dizzy from a flight (I'm sick as f_ck)
Mom bugging for nothing, she so uptight
She said, "it gotta go if you staying here for the night"
"It's important, abort it," that's what they all said
Rubbing my stomach to feel it, don't wanna kill it, that's dead
Will I still go to heaven? Will I still get my blessings?
When I leave the doctor's office, would I feel like a felon?
I'm kinda aggy, shame I got a f_cked up babydaddy
Would of been a good mother to love her
Till I'm wrinkled and saggy
Like a test, I'm stressed and hella naggy
Cause this sh_t cut deep like it stab me
The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts
This vacuum hurt, I just hope it don't leave scars
In the mirror, I'm staring I'm so embarrassed
Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the f_cking clearance
Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)
I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)
I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)
Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)
Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)
I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)
I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)
Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)
Can't buy no baby clothes, can't feed her SpaghettiOs
Can't squeeze her fat cheeks, or kiss her baby rolls
Clean her toes even when it's gross
Can't be there when she grow up receive her first rose
From her first crush, or buy her first clutch
But instead I'm in the hospital bed and doing no such
Yeah, that n_gga f_cked me, but he don't give no f_ck
So much baby weight, I can't even do a toe-touch
Made this decision 'cause I'm not ready
On minimum wage and ain't no gas in the Chevy (I need help)
My family and friends shame me, and that petty
Got me sleeping with one eye open like I'm Fetty
Cause at the moment they can't stand me (gave up)
Didn't wanna have it by a deadbeat (I didn't)
Damn, if only I had a plan B
My baby father only offered me a Plan B (f_cked up)
Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)
I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)
I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)
Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)
Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)
I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)
I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard)
Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)
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