Not Used to It - Kehlani

Typical story of an open girl
Typical story heard around the world
Mama on her way, daddy at the bar
After 14 I get to mini tough
Used to roll up on the block on the east side
I crackin' open 40's by the sea side
Lose a n_gga every week to a drive by
Whole bookshelf of stories by her knees

I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common
I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm [?]
But when I say it's hard to get close to you
It's hard to open up to you
I want it with everything in me to say I'm in love with you

But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it
(I'm not used to it)

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

[?] mothers in my family
Don't know if you're really understanding me
Never seen a n_gga be a real man
I never seen a n_gga with a real plan
And I still never been to a wedding
And I just see my family stressing
Over [?] grow up with no daddies in every generation
Was all just raised on my granny
But now

I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common
I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm [?]
But when I say it's hard to just side with you
It's hard to confide in you
I want it with everything in me to wanna just say I wanna ride with you

But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it
(I'm not used to it)

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

Sometimes I pop off cause it's hard and I'm used to
Sometimes I pop on cause I have to
Sometimes I run from all my problems
Sometimes I make sure that I solve em
I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common
I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common but I'm not used to it

But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not (baby, yeah)
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey (I'm not used to it)
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not (baby I'm sorry)
I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not, I'm not)

Yeah, yeah
One day, one day, one day, one day
Yeah, yeah, hey yeah
Cause I'm not used to it

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